The Rhythm Of Love

LOL you’re stupid
-the crazy bitch

i miss you. i miss you more then anything in the world. no joke. you are the reason i cry at night, you are also the reason i can sometimes go to bed happy. I cry to songs because they remind me of you. you were the best boyfriend i ever had. i just wish i knew how i could make it better so everything would be fine and i could just lay in ur arms on your couch and watch the crime shows we used to watch. i miss seeing your name on my phone but when it said “my baby<3”. I miss when you could make me laugh about almost anything and you would be able to joke about the stupid stuff i would say. I miss when i slept over your house once and you woke me up by kissing me, beyond the cutest thing ever done. i miss seeing you act all retarded with your friends and have it be totally normal. i miss when i was so comfortable around a guy and it felt like no matter what i did i would fit in with you. i miss how you used to pull me in and kiss me at such random times. i miss calling you mine. i miss having your arms around me. i miss the crazy times we use to have. i miss singing to you. i miss having your arm around me. i miss how i always thought you were so awkward but so graceful at the same time..if that’s possible.. i miss the way i looked at you. i miss the things you use to say. i miss the things you do. i miss everything about you.

i hate how you were the first one to call me beautiful. i hate how you made me feel so confident. i hate how you used to never want to hold hands cause it “wasn’t your style”. i hate how you made me so happy. i hate how we became so close so fast. i hate how you broke my heart into little bitty pieces. i hate how everything you did made me like you even more day by day. most of all, i hate the way you made me fall in love with you… but there is one thing i don’t hate, and that’s you.

…..There’s not much to write for this one… because well..

i love everything about you. 

Lolol. I don’t get why people think I actually care what people think about me. Like I really don’t. Like either you like me or you don’t. If you don’t like me that’s cool but get passed being a little annoying, I think I’m a pretty fantabulus person. Lol. Whatevaa, think whatchaa want but just letting you know. I DON’T CARE.